Channeling my inner Roy Neary/Richard Dreyfus. "You're gonna love it. Ronnie!"

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It's a signal, a thought form it's there, but you can't explain it..

Your friends, family and neighbors look at you like you're gonna build a tower of mud in your living room...

Do Not build a tower of mud in your living room. It's a metaphor.

Sometimes it feels that way. Awakening and Enlightenment. You have begun your search...or so you have determined...so far, not so much what you thought it'd be huh?

First, don't give up, lol...the awakening you feel is real...what you ran into....was ...."the community"
Yup, you are shaking your head...let's see...you joined a whole bunch of enlightened, holistic, metaphysical, star seed and awakening groups...right? you started watching everything on GAIA, you started devouring anything you could get book, vid, post, about this new feeling and awareness you have...
ET's...
Secret Space Force,
Chakras'
UFO's
Mind control
Dimensions
Light Beings,
Are you Sirian,

Are you Arcturian, 

Cat people? 

Dog people? 

Meat? No meat?
and no doubt you found out, LIKE ALL OF YOU COLLECTIVELY ARE FINDING OUT, HAVE FOUND OUT, OR WILL FIND OUT,

HOLY SHIT THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU SIGNED UP FOR!

If you took the route(path) of data mining, you found out some really shitty things...about people...
about your leaders...about your humanity. about your history, origins, religions, science and very reason for being here ...was a lie......

and most importantly...if you truly, took the journey to understand who you are...what you are...why you are...HOW you are...when you are

you opened up a Pandora's Box of truths and facts. You also opened the doors of your house and turned the lights on, EXPOSING all the the dark little secret places you are afraid of...
the things you kept hidden from everyone else...the things that even YOU ignore...under the bed
or in the closets of your mind...safe from the Light, or so you thought,

You now understand that the awakening and the enlightenment have nothing to do with......
fun.....or happy........YET! the fun.....is the Ascension...and you are not there yet...

THIS IS "REVELATIONS">>>THIS IS The APOCALYPSE>>> Apokalypsis the root of the word: is the Greek word for Revelation. It may refer to: Revelation. Book of Revelation, not the destruction of the World, the destruction of the ILLUSION! But the message got lost my little ones...that this part was 'fun' too...but it' isn't.. Everyone is going through just what you are: shock, disbelief, fear, then pain, then anger, then action, to do what you have done to bring you here to this message you are reading now.

This part is the hard part, the reckoning...to your YOURSELVES...

For those who have not done the opening, the sweeping the turning on the lights of your house ..AND YOU are SEARCH LOOKING IN THE STREET, (groups, websites, channelers healers and reading)  ASKING STRANGERS,,, HAVE YOU SEEN MY KEYS.....?

YOU RUN TO THE CORNER..CUS THEY HAVE LIGHT AND ASK..

"HAVE YOU SEEN MY KEYS? THE DOORS NEED TO OPEN BUT I CAN'T FIND MY KEYS..."

LOOK TO YOUR OWN HOUSE...your keys are in your own house, your Enlightenment and Awakening is the turning on of all those lights...in all the rooms of your own house, exposing even the dark UGLY truths....

that is Awakening...and you must walk that alone...not here...not with us...but quietly...within your own house.....your keys are inside....not out here...

Here you see the CUTE UPLIFTING memes...you read the posts that seem like another language...
you ask everyone, in every group, 
HOW DO I DO THIS?
how do I open my 'third eye?
should i use drugs?
do i eat meat,
don't i eat meat?
how do i meditate?
i saw a leaf in the shape of Jesus what does that mean?
Do i drink the borax or just shoot it into the vein directly?

and the Enlightened Lightworkers suddenly appear
stealth ninja healers
with their readings
chakra cleansing, discounted seminars, waving sage and channeling Zokon from Zipthor
to explain how enlightened they ALREADY ARE...and to offer all the things that worked FOR THEM...
SO DO THIS
THAT
THIS
THAT
THE OTHER THING
THEN STAND ON YOUR HEAD
MEDITATE WITH ONE EYE OPEN,
BURN SAGE
DRINK ORMAS...
for god sake don't forget
THE CRYSTALS..........

(CRYSTALS CRYSTALS CRYSTALS........<-ECHO)
how we doing so far..?
Am i a star seed? What the hell is going on here? 

WHO THE HELL ARE YOU PEOPLE?

Breathe, have a laugh...it's gonna be okay. 

You are not alone...

I Once Was Blind But Now I See

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